Chapter 2: The Player Behind the Player
What if the consciousness behind the avatar called Scott does more than observe his life—what if it loves him and has his back? An emotional moment of recognition and a mysterious 2019 hospital experience leave me wondering whether I once stood outside this game and chose to return.
Chapter 1: Before I Became Scott
What if this life is an experience I entered so completely that I forgot entering it? Perhaps Scott is an avatar equipped with an ego to survive and a quieter awareness to provide direction. I cannot know whether I am Scott imagining a player or a player experiencing Scott—but sometimes I sense I may be more than the character I am playing.
Introduction to The Avatar Experience
What if God isn’t as distant as I once imagined? Exploring the relationship between ego, soul, and the divine, I wonder whether the deeper awareness I experience within myself may be connected to the larger reality I have spent my life calling God. Perhaps the wave doesn’t need to find the ocean—it only needs to recognize what it is made of.